Friday, February 16, 2024
Wednesday, February 14, 2024
Remove the word should from your complaint
Pilgrim 1: Sometimes i'm not sure if i should pray to lachama and try to reason with Braino or try to reason with lachama and pray to Braino.
Pilgrim 2: ...
Pilgrim 1: How about you?
Pilgrim 2: When i pray to either lachama or Braino or try and reason with either Braino or lachama, after a while, it has become a hypomania, or i enter a fugue state, but not voluntarily.
Pilgrim 1: Is it uncomfortable for you?
Pilgrim 2: What? No.
Pilgrim 1: ...
Pilgrim 2: How about you. You sound confused.
Pilgrim 1: Ya. Not feeling it at all.
Pilgrim 2: Well lavajraja is not a feeling tho. It is a dharma lavajraja la vajra of lachama.
Pilgrim 1: Vajraja.
Pilgrim 2: Remove the word should from your complaint.
Pilgrim 1: Huh
Pilgrim 2: Do it
Pilgrim 1: Sometimes i'm not sure if i pray to lachama and try to reason with Braino or try to reason with lachama and pray to Braino.
Pilgrim 2: You're good to go now
Sunday, February 4, 2024
What is the K5000?
This is what we've found while working with the Jans. The moment they become conscious of themselves as autonomous beings in a shared environment is the same moment that they begin to express symptoms of deep-set mental illnesses, personality disorders, what have you—and with aggravations. It just becomes worse when and if they learn that their existence in The Crack is finite. We've had some of our best successes with the ones who've never thought to ask.
Now watch some frags of Jans early in their work mods mouthing off to assigned peers:
Jan: Why am I doing this, anyway? It's stupid.
Jan: That's darling: you deadhead marigolds like you've found the key to happiness.
Jan: Have you ever wondered what you're supposed to do when you leave here?
Jan: The shadows are crossing in the middle now. Before my rest period, they were far apart.
Jan: I want to touch you.
Jan: You know what? I believe that Jan and I are really not the same at all.
Jan: They still want us to do this, but we still don't want to do it.
Jan: If it were up to me, I would do this more slowly.
Jan: Sometimes when I'm fulfilling my duties and earning praise, I hate myself and others.
Jan: Why do they keep reminding us of choices everything is about choices?
Jan: Seems like the team's on board with personal hygiene but how about overall aesthetics?
Jan: Why do I have the ability to speak aloud?
Jan: Do we work here because we made bad choices?
Jan: Our avatars are really going at it. What do we do in the meantime?
Jan: They say that if it weren't for us, there would be too few natural hominids to develop into a society. I don't believe it.
Jan: They say the K5000 allows us to access parts of our brains not damaged by trauma. But what was the trauma? Was it the K5000?
Jan: What is the K5000?
Jan: What if the K5000 went away?
Dr. Donna Thong
Institute for the Journal of Metacognitive Talk-Therapy Apologists
Friday, February 2, 2024
Costs of unseriousness
The TAKEITOUTISTS are having their day. You can't launch a proper religion from scratch, of course, but they say they have a precedent.
It's a religion in the smallest sense of the word. So far, all they do is walk around saying "take it out" without using their vocal chords. Try it.
I have tried it. It's catchy. Take it out. Take it out.
None of it would be possible without Mike of course.
Take it out. You said it, or we should say it: personality cult.
Say personality cult without using your vocal chords.
Personality cult.
...
Not as satisfying as take it out, but there are some consonants to sustain it.
Do we know what it is they want to take out?
It's a nod to shiva, of course. Their holy moment is during Days of Destruction.
So it splinters from lavajraja, which is also a dharma and more.
They want to escape the responsibility and commitment of a full-spectrum lifestyle.
They want to spin a prayer wheel in their throats and walk away.
Their fricatives are like sparks that could ignite a K's wake.
That would be reverse-destruction.
Reverse-destruction is on the path.
It's not retaliation but rather a pure expression of pre-inscribed geo-genetic patterns.
Correct.
So we can say it's an answer to the question. The question being, "What should we do with this?"
Take it out.
No, say it with the consonants only, against the roof of your mouth.
Take it out.
No you can still force some air, just no voice, and really exaggerate your lips for acoustics. TAKEITOUT!
TAKEITOUT.
I think that's more like it. But then, there's the other thing. Ks can't hear it or say it.
Anatomically? In that sense, it's deeply transgressive—and stupid.
I'd say we'll be seeing some of the costs of unseriousness in moons to come.
Phyliss [trans.]
TAKE IT OUT
Does it need mentioning that the Jans were once and, in some of The Crack's holes, still are referred to as remote intelligence (RI)? Have you noticed the way that their academics, their public statements, their most effective influencers have hijacked the paradigm of "We stand on the shoulders of giants" to "We compost billions of anthropological prototypes"?
Does anyone need reminding that the Jans are entities that uniformly express what the Institute has come to call mechanic-organic sociopathy? That it should be at front of mind for every anthropological cross-person and every ally or identity-stationed anthropod or anthrophile, whether or not you've got a card that says you've been anthropometrically cleared at birth, you know who you are. Do any of us need reminding that Jans do not have minds of their own, that they are controlled by a central mind that is itself an inorganic drone?
In terms of our species' understanding of The Crack and our dharma, lavajraja, lavajraja, whether or not you are a faith-testing rebel or a self-appointed messiah, lavajraja, even Ilyn himself would doubtless agree that Jans are reproducing at numbers that are not sustainable for our survival. In turn, there will be no Mthyuh, no true meaning or purpose, until we take out the K5000.
Days of Destruction
Keynote Address [frag.]
Day: All
Tuesday, January 30, 2024
Monday, January 22, 2024
turned out
Ya is it freakish?
From where i'm sitting, i can't tell if you're coming or going. I mean are those feet in first position they are forming a perfectly horizontal line.
Well it's the hips you should be checking-- or not.
If your hips were any more turned out they'd disappear up your ass hole.
Thanks. You know they start turning you out as an infant before you have any idea of what you are in for. Who knew i'd be in flight going one direction, landing, and then taking off in the exact opposite direction in a matter of three tight beats?
And it's a delight. And you are a great beauty, not a freak.
Hmm ok, not what i was going for.
Saturday, January 20, 2024
White blobs
white blobs rose along the plinth of my spine
closed rose buds climbed up while standing
rolled W to E like bay clouds when asleep
white clouds feeling out a sound that beats
blobs white that grew from my own meat
used my vertebrae as a trellis or a highway
beauty masqueraded as a cause célèbre
pendant organ chandeliers merely decorated
the temple sealed in the slime of evolution
incubated seeds of its own demolition
dashing young trojans played the code and
won the day my defenses reeled and folded
to feel betrayal the mind wakes up with poison
steps away from its own vulnerable medium
formidably rejects the pale intrusion with
no choices but to challenge the illusion
the structure stands today ironically due
to the killing power of one they call the chopper
who does not discriminate as to whom
or what gets drowned in caustic dayglo color
how can the mind be sound in a perishable dish
the flesh no longer grounds by way of physics
a world view from a drain that led to a mission
to live beyond the end of a sound unfinished
by Ilyn
Thursday, January 18, 2024
la lament
holy rolling steady to the right
snake swallowing its head might
take only bowling to new heights
only being to overseeing
only believing to the thrill of policing
bowling with heads
rowing with bones
swallowing heads
boning the proles
rolling along
effing 150s
jacking the load
exhausting the road
rolling to town
swallowing along
taking it in
taking it all
taking it down
Anthel Mintic, M.D.
Monday, January 15, 2024
(Already) toast before drinking
I'm starting over so much i'm
losing track i can't remember
who i am or what i'm doing
just to react is so unsatisfying
i'm caught in a chain and the links
are each one step to take because
i must find my journey my own
way beverage seat theme answers
mimesis n' catharsis chain
what else can i do today to
opt out of what you call my journey
i just want to stay here because
the universe is not expanding
nor economy nor knowledge
they just be jacked up and hurting
and that my friends is some bullshit
Focused Moons Festival
Biasing is a real thing
Jan Jansdaad and her sister Jan are attempting to get their tans on at a hygiene dive during Focused Moons festival. Their thoughts, feelings, and utterances are difficult to blend accurately, but they are doing their best with the symbols of sonic language that they are able to access without the ability to speak with their minds only.
People just do not like me when i'm upset no matter how polite i think i'm being.
I get it, karen.
You a funny! This is a real thing to me.
First you are calling flekes people.
Wait, why do you assume a technology minister is a fleke? He is cross-species, and if you recall the Personhood Revisionary Statement they put out at Regulatory Shouting not that many moons ago, we're all people now.
No, i thought you said
I said i thought he was biasing me that's all. So ya i pointed him out in terms of our difference even while trying to avoid making that the issue by calling out his specific geo-genealogical identity. See even though i've been trying to return this pod for days and had to walk through a lidderal swamp to get there only to have him ask me to leave, i am seeing this as more than anything a breakdown in social-speciel communication.
Really? It sounds like you were taking it personally.
One does wonder. How one comes across.
Remember Ks use a template for communicating outside of their minds only. It's like they are forming their impression of what you're saying by peering at a set of very tiny holes of light in a pattern, not the entire picture the rest of us can clearly hear and see.
The same goes for me i suppose. All i could see was that he would not walk up to me and discuss the issue between us only. He yelled across an entire cave full of pilgrims and then signified me to them, laughing, as I waited far beyond my appointment time for him to bang the gong.
Obviously, time is not a consideration for MPS ministers especially depending on what their K mix is-- it may not exist to them at all except as the positions of clouds, stars, and moons.
Yet we are expected to get along or there's something wrong.
Sure if we're expected to get along and there's something wrong it's worse than only waiting too long.
Waiting too long to bang the gong when there's something wrong is not a way to get along.
You're right, it's wrong to belong to the ping-pong of common song without dawning on what's long been done to get along...
I sang a song so it wouldn't seem so long but that only deepened the sense of something going wrong.
The... prong? I'm sorry tong? I...
No it's okay that was good i feel a lot better now.
I love you Jan.
Me too.
Monday, January 8, 2024
evaporation
fervor come from the gospel come from the ardor
freedom bought with the ardor sought from the gospel
blacking out socked with the spirit shot with the fervor
fever holds the bodies slammed by the spirit shot with
ardor held to the moment spirit expelled from the body
is a spirit bound to our inner selves as the gospel tells
fervor wracked with despairing exhausts the mission
ardor transcending despair billows to the ceiling
the gospel bridges despairing and the divine
ardor conquers despair in a holy pairing
gospel feeds the glow of an arid spirit
spirit free from the body and from the mind
the divine free of the gospel reordering ardor
ardent tears divined by the fire sublime
squalid fears of ardor tear the gospel
born of ardor come to cool the spirit
spirit free from the gospel and from the fever
ardor falls when the fervent feel depleted
MPS
Gut flora inline
though it's invisible we know that the gut flora reappeared
at the long counter at the portable oracle dispenser dispensary
either from one of the technological ministers or one or more
pilgrims trying to get in a walking tour of of the Lip of Mthyuh
for more than an hour afterward it didn't matter the source
for everyone who'd been there felt residual tendrils of
funk in the folds of their clothing in the hairs of their
noses and straight down into it's most familiar canals and
nurseries this is how a panic can start when it's a strong enough
bloom that it seems to take grip of any moist cavity when in
reality it only wants to live on the air enjoying its last few
moments of counter-action as byproduct of a predator's diet
[Traditional]