i walked with lala into the black area where we knew the park was around 10
before my eyes adjusted and after we entered night's shadow i inhaled sharply
and deeply and as the oxygen hit i could see better and confirm by standing
still with my head back that ya, there's hardly any stars due to light pollution
but then i picked up lala's shit with a plastic grocery bag and started hoping
that my mom didn't ever feel as guilty about me as i sometimes do about lala
how i know it would be different if she was a child more love, complexity
but also that it's the love and not the mistakes, regrets that fuel your worth
now it can't help but occur to me how severely light pollution can infect
what might have been a lovely inky and terrifying plunge into the only
vaguely known or previously noticed in actual physicality rather than a
virtual prance down a rutted lane with the miracle of light all around us
Traducción por Joél Barbillademacho